Hello, I’m a person
Well you knew that, let me start again
Hello, I’m trying to be more kind lately
I sometimes feel I’m living a lie, loving things but not really accepting it
Hello, I’m trying to be more honest lately
I think this world turned me a little not me
Hello, I’m trying to stop saying hello lately
I haven’t found silence unpleasant since the last few days
I love dark chocolate and the most bitter coffee
Does that mean the inner bitter part of me is just trying to swallow itself whole
Does it mean people who have a sweet tooth are just too pure
Swallowing a little of their goodness so that the world finally considers them to be adults
Why is it that to be an adult is to have experienced hurt and been broken
Why do you have to act all tough when you could act as a child and be in awe of everything you look at
I have always told people i don’t like kids because most of them are too spoilt by their parents today
I have always imagined my kids to be so pure but also so in control
Control, that is one thing i never want to lose
That is also the reason I don’t understand alcohol and drugs
Why would you ever want to lose control willingly
To show this world what you are beneath these 1300 layers
My whole life has been governed by my birthday,
Thirteenth april
One three
One plus three makes it 4
My birth date adds up to my birth month
How is that not supposed to mean something to me
I have started ending conversations with copper lately
Because see you as in the letter c and the letter u is how you represent copper scientifically
In a situation where everything seems uncertain, I’ll see you again, i’ll hug you again
So hello, copper
May this world be kind to you
Sunshine and Poetry 